[understanding ? listen : talk]
this conditional might be not very apparent beyond certain kind of people
I am probably affected by some mild variety of compulsive disorder – I feel really bad and can not work unless my desk-top is spotless clean. It extends to my monitors, and apparently goes beyond that. Occasionally, I am (photo)shopping reality residue out from random images. It relaxes me…
but sometimes you just don’t know where to stop… =)